she stares outside the window
there are too much hate in her head
but she forgave everyone
because she wants to be forgiven
the cigar that she lights
make her feel so calm
in her tiny world
she begun to cry
she never understood her own self
she carved herself a deepest pain
why?
because she chose to love, to care
she wants to end all the pain
become heartless might be the option
even it is not her
but she have to
there is a heart she need to take care of
which is her's
she were shrouded in the cloud
she's don't care
*lit cigar off
*switch off lamp
*go to bed
then suddenly tears drop
