Thursday, July 3, 2014

the ball not bouncing.




she stares outside the window
there are too much hate in her head
but she forgave everyone
because she wants to be forgiven

the cigar that she lights 
make her feel so calm
in her tiny world
she begun to cry

she never understood her own self
she carved herself a deepest pain
why?
because she chose to love, to care

she wants to end all the pain
become heartless might be the option
even it is not her
but she have to

there is a heart she need to take care of
which is her's
she were shrouded in the cloud
she's don't care

*lit cigar off
*switch off lamp
*go to bed
then suddenly tears drop